MY VIRTUAL Standing Rock REALITY

THIS POST WAS INSPIRED BY A GROUP COMMITTED TO WATER, JUSTICE & PEACE
WHAT DOES IT ALL MEAN?

I am not christian but I could not overlook what appeared to me both inside and outside of the heart.

"The truth & irony is, I'm not sure how I came to be there, as a moderator, on the Standing Rock Protectors PP facebook page but I was in the wolfpack from Aug to Jan. I knew how to listen. How to hold space for a deep well in pain of loss & injustice."

       

Do you see what I saw revealed to me?
Intuitive Painting: paint, randomly. Let dry. Draw out what you see.

Painting is Prayerful. It clears me of emotional clutter so if this is our training then it is the awakening of not only our spirit, but the planets.

Without peace or know how to find it then we're left to spin with whatever chaos has been started. Without knowing it, we open ourselves to becoming a pawn to be used against the minds of others. When we begin pouring out our beautiful & caring hearts, our emotions are being played and drained so I am saying to all who don't know to be aware and to please remember that stress is connected to our central nervous systems, directly influences our immune systems, our moods, our health and the well being of us all. Every energy adds to the whole so don't feed the troll energies. How? Simply by not engaging. I'm not saying disconnect, I am saying detach from noise and find peace. Distract thyself. 

Now that the bloody media light is finally shining a light on broadcasting I can't believe any of it and neither should you. Back in September the rumours began of "provocateurs coming into camp and we saw the e-troll numbers growing among us. It is implied they are pushing ideas, dropping hints, underpinning darkness & creating an atmosphere of ill intent. What this does is plants tiny seeds of doubt in our minds. Then begin the manipulating of truths, distracting attention and worst of all in my opinion, pretending to be allies. Everything gets turned upside down until we begin judging our friends and loved ones. Pitting people against each other is a well known tactic to divide camps from uniting.

The truth is that only the Creator will ever know the truth and we're not to judge. I think the only way through this is to not fully trust our own mind. We have to spend prayerful time getting to know our sacred heartspeak which has been here the whole time and is our partner in this life. Like many people here our Souls are also fighting to be freed from a lifetime of oppression.

Stay Tuned ~ Shine ON! #synergyetc 

SELF-DISCIPLINE

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~ as written by Linda Kavelin Popov
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MY TWO SENSE:

What a perfect pick on the first day back to blog. Dr. Dan Popov says that Grace picks the card through our hand to show us what we need to know. Whether the lesson comes as a confirmation or a calling is ours to discern by asking, "What is the lesson?" When I consider that question, it only takes a second for the list of lessons to line up. Not only am I requiring an obvious boost in Self Discipline here in blog writing as evidenced by the last entry date, but also in life in general. I know in health I am not at my best and the activities I choose for myself that do not facilitate my excellence are completely in my control, yet I too lack the self-discipline to do what I know is right. I have issues that I keep buried deep inside that force me to live my life in a sideways manner. Does this mean I live in a slanted house like the Joker? No. It means I do things I know I shouldn't do and sometimes turn a blind eye to things I shouldn't be.

I walk an emotional tightrope between what my heart wants and what my head wants, for me. The kicker is, that my self discipline is not the only one that is in play here. The self discipline of everyone around me has a direct influence on whether I am doing the right thing or not. Until I can practice self-discipline in the company of those who don't (practice) then waters will be muddy. I can only control me.

Truthfully, I sense that when the reflection of the life I want does not match the life I have, then there is a pretty toxic reaction that, on the surface, appears as inner conflict. When I go deeper, it ties into the beliefs I have acquired over my 50+ years, both right and wrong. What's right is, I believe that inner conflict is Graces way of trying to gently guide me in another direction. I just have to listen and discern which steps I'll take today.

What is helpful?: Knowing that every day is a new day, a clean slate to begin again. Today I embrace the strength to call on self-discipline to steer my life up-right.